A Little Update & A New Layout!

I’m back!

Yes, I said I’d be blogging a lot in Florida and yes, I said I’d blog three times a week since July but yes, I’ve massively failed thanks to my illness. As my way to say sorry I have a new layout to please your eyes! I’m still gonna be tweaking it here and there but it’s looking a hell of a lot better. I was so excited to blog about Halloween and everything but I’ve just been so ill and even worse since I got home over a week ago now, so ill I don’t think I’ve left the house since.

I’ve also been going through private messaged and emails and replying to them all. It’s so good to hear from so many people and hear your words of support. It’s also been amazing to receive messages from other people in similar situations health wise and share treatments and doctors stories.

I’m planning so many more blogs leading up to christmas hopefully full of baking, crafts, present ideas and other festive ideas. I’m already listening to Christmas songs, I even made my mum listen to one in the car in america the day after Halloween. So much is changing since I’ve been home and lots of exciting plans for the new year which I’m excited and scared about, you’ll understand when I explain sometime soon.

My next post in two days will be about something important to me and a little bit of a rant. It’s not so fun but its something I think needs to be discussed. Then I’ve decided I’m going to write a week to week blog about my 2 months in Orlando hopefully every other day full of photos too.

Let me know what you think about my new blog layout and anything you want to know about my time in Orlando and I’ll include it in my holiday blogs. Also anything you want me to blog about at all especially during Christmas!!

See you Thursday!

Take care

Natasha Jade

xoxo

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